NICK
GARROW-FISHER

It isn't easy to admit it—but I've spent much of my life desperately avoiding my true nature, fighting life. I lived with the belief that I didn’t belong—a story born in childhood that created needless struggle.
This resistance to life at times left me quietly exhausted. Although I created a life of relative comfort that many would kill for - the pain of knowing what I was meant for and not living it left me deeply unsatisfied. 

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We all have childhood conditioning and wounds - and although mine weren’t dramatic, they wove an intricate framework of self-rejection. This subtle, insidious belief—that I was simply unacceptable—made it harder to see, much less address. It shaped everything I did - and all interactions.

 

There are multiple points in my life where I chose to transform to something that seemed impossible at the time.

These metamorphoses came from a deep knowing of what I'm here for and the universe calling me forward into the next stage of that evolution.
When these moments come - they cannot be ignored. 
 

It's a journey of a lifetime - but since 2018, my full-time occupation has been self-healing.

I've committed myself to the practice of deep listening, following intuitive guidance to the teachers and places that support both my personal and our collective liberation.

It hasn’t been easy - but I made an unshakable agreement with the universe: I will never ignore its call.

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This path became one of devotion:
 

• Rewriting the narrative of my conditioning that had kept me on the sidelines of life.

• Continuously co-creating a reality of freedom and possibility.

• Exploring magic, mystery, pleasure, energy, and liberation through movement, breath, sound and touch. Exploring all the pathways to being a full spectrum human. Yes!

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At my core, I’ve always known my purpose. Even if you're not actively "living it" - it will come out of you anyway. As i like to say.... You are inevitable.
 

Love is a word that I once upon a time was more hesitant o use - it can trigger people - but it cannot be denied.

Love is a universal energy—fierce yet nourishing. It works tirelessly in service of the highest good for humanity. Love is embracing the truth of who we are, even when it feels impossible.

Through deep processes of remembering, as some call "awakenings" —I’ve learned that although accepting our true nature can be deeply confronting - it's a process we must sooner or later embrace.

Without it, the juice of life, true satisfaction remains out of reach.
 

I am here to support and guide others along this journey of discovery. To serve humanity, helping others see their own light. I am here to support our collective liberation, humbly doing my part toward a more open-hearted human.  ​